Since this thing isn’t really “connected” to my main blog, twitter, Facebook or whatever…I think I have some freedom to just lay it out here.  I figure it’ll get discovered eventually and I’ll be strung up by my toes by the Spanish Inquisition (nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!) and that’ll will be the rightious and holy end to me.

I’m at a point now where I’m unsure of a lot of things.  Between my job, living situation and nagging doubts in regards to some church related things…I’m a little bit on the ropes.  Mind you, not like “One more trip to the ropes and he’s a goner John!” kind of thing, but more of a “Why the hell is he spending so much on time on the ropes John?” kind of thing.

I had a sick day today and I know tomorrow will being the holy fire of catch up.  I just wanted to express my wishy washy wanderings to the internets and the few that actually do read this.

I may do a more intense and focused blog on the public blog later but…let’s just keep this between you and me, k?